"Marie you're not dead today because of your refusal to ever stop trying or give up. Its directly connected to your resilience, tenacity, determination, work ethic, strength, and spirit."
The depth and wisdom that comes with life's trials and tribulations. The constant learning never stops. Recently learning to muster the strength and courage to move on and let go of those, despite love respect and being amazing individuals and a best friend, will hinder your journey to what you want and need in your life. That loss is tragic, one which hurts beyond belief and need to grieve accordingly.
An inner strength and knowing, a commitment to your own life and integrity to step up for your personal growth. Tough lessons, and many tears, but a gumption in believing in your own inner self and being. You forge forwards, exploring the unknown, with support but ultimately on your own; it can be lonely, but your strong on your drive and intuition.
My need for living completely and wholly; the full experience without fillers, distractions or inconsistencies. Recently coming back from a 2 week visit to Tokyo, I began to paint again. Returning to that pure authentic space within is no easy task; being awash with all of my emotions, and psychological states, to face the truth on the canvas is intimate and vulnerable, uncomfortable. The best work can arise from the depths of reflection, and time off, we'll see.
I realise that becoming pharmaceutical free is only another challenge amongst the many I've had to face and overcome, and every day I am surprised and delighted to be here, in existence. It's not easy, but you become better for it and that heart space within, and depths of wisdom never ceases to expand and empower.
My recent out of the ordinary read has introduced me to a new brand of shapeshifting super intelligent blue colour; Hooloovoo, I imagine something magical in my favourite colour. And the number 42, from the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, eye opening and fascinating.
How life unfolds, what a journey.
w/Love and Hugs,