This week has been especially hard for some reason. My mood is not lifting and I feel a veil of darkness enshrouding me. I dislike to spread negativity so I leave be and not interact. This is too familiar a sensation which I highly distaste. I become very frustrated, angry, protective, sensitive, and the situation pisses me off. Many reasons are linked to being this way and I believe I know what they are but it does not make the situation any easier or pleasant or better. There are certain things my brain prefers to do which are out of my reach and this pisses me off even further. Well, as always, I take each moment as they come and try to get through tough times.